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Surgery

Surgery So the chemo ended. Then there was the MRI. It turned out the tumor is almost undetectable. The surgeon's exam yielded the same, there was no apparent tumor. I was ecstatic with joy. They told me that it is not yet clear if they would have to do a total mastectomy. During the surgery they would send tissues to the lab and see if they need to remove all of the breast or only part of it. I was ok with both options as long as I get rid of it in the end. In fact I spent my days prior to the surgery thinking about this, testing myself, preparing myself to lose one of my breasts after I wake up. I didn't even think of the severity of the operation itself. Maybe it was better that way, I could do nothing by worrying. Since they had found a nodule in my thyroid during my scans for breast cancer, they decided to remove my thyroid as well in the same operation. So I was there on the table, the only pain so far was due to my veins being too tough and they had to try over and...

Road ahead / Onumdeki yol

Road ahead / Onumdeki yol (Turkce altta) I had my last chemo this Tuesday. I cannot express the intensity of joy I am still feeling. Right now I think what can measure up to this can only be my first clean scan. Soon I will be feeling like a normal person again, I think I forgot how it feels. Even if the side effects I experienced were probably moderate, still it was always there: this feeling of a chemical, sort of grinding your bones and wearing you out. I am glad it is all past now. The oncologist said I should get an MRI, so next Monday will determine how chemo has affected the tumor. I hope I will not get scanxiety, I am trying not to think about it since there is nothing I can do. After that, they will schedule me for an operation, but I guess the MRI will be a decision tool on the scale of the operation. We will see, I feel prepared for all options but I guess there is no such preparation to prevent the sad feelings that may overflow once I actually hear the doctor say them....